Thursday, September 22, 2005
i'm confused. i've cried until i can't cry anymore. because simply there's no more tears. which makes me feel more terrible. i'm not in the right state of mind.
ahh. li qin. quick. come and scold me. i want to cry. if not i will remain in this miserable state forever. ahh.
i'm still hiding the truth. and the consequences if mom finds out? it is going to be real terrible.
forget it. i shall just brood on everything that had happened.
au revoir.
sorry to those people who i haven't been talking to lately. i can't seem to get over everything. so just give me time so that i can sort everything out. sorry lena. bottling up everything is FUN.quoted from teens:
it takes courage to cut oneself and it is painful. yet after the initial pain, our bodies go into a state of relief, in the form of joy and well-being, due to the endorphins being simulated to help mask the feelings of pain.
self-abuse is a way some of us cope with stress in our lives. it is not a sickness or madness. it's a way of coping.
having just faced something terrible, having many feelings inside and not being able to talk is too much for them to bear.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
9:36 AM